Toast 2 all the assholes
object inside a human body
not necessarily removed
It never seems enough / distinguish between the body
I'm smoking a bowl and eating chocolate mousse cake
Sitting at my computer mostly watching gay porn
I can tell if ur gay/ my mouth. like. waters.
fifty thousand shrines to god
the longing aches like that time trisha fucked u on the counter top
i spilled kefir all over myself . i was turned on by the noises. compulsive love
Look. Do you love this shit ? Are you high right now ? Do you ever get nervous ?
I was manic and pissed and I said something stupid // Are you high?
/ I'm stoned /
/ I'm blazed /
soft perfect light
/I'm nasty ravaging / true True this love is so trueee/
// Do u remember the mutations the mushrooms the shift ///
I'm masturbating as you sleep next to me // hardcore gay porn/
//something like ~ daddy fucks gay twink in his unicorn hole /
i mostly want to vomit in the street/// vomit in soft pink holes ///
I feel so self absorbed /shitty
i . can't .. talk … right… now… i'm busy.. . i don't… want to talk … . about … this ..
// subsequent love // artificial love // transferred love//
please no. please. I'm very high right now on pot brownies
I am a green now maybe yellow.
// i don't remember where i was going i want to just disappear the diazepam isn't working and my body keeps shaking // fragments in nature / i'm twitching in bed a slow burning //
// only process necessary information /// love acquired by continual habits // the noise is incessant //
the dream where i wake up
before / everything
sorry i forget sorry i forget sorry i forget.
little fist in the small rain// i live alone inside of my body //
somewhere a version of me sits still/ with restraint/
/ please touch me there. more// oh god // i don't think your whole fist is going to fit //
// something is going to rip. fragments in nature ///
Repetitive longing for dying wet dream/// I got high and manic and I said things //
I can’t take back the things I said. Stop making me want to die jk I always want to die and it has nothing to do with you /g2g/ I could keep making this all about you and me and you you you but I won’t. Wanna just disappear. I want to die. No, you don’t. . Please? No. Please?
I like the ‘please no’ part.
Jesus, I’m going to cum
I am baked out of my mind / pussy melts year round /
you see . i was afraid of the drowning.
I'm much too various. walking back forth in my brambled skull.
something's gotta give
something else but
i forget i forget
i forget i forget
Precious Okoyomon is an Poet from Cincinnati Ohio. She is the author of "Ajebota", Bottlecap Press, 2016. Her work has been featured in Metatron ,Fanzine, Reality Beach and other places online and in print. She's just a lil lamb leaking milk.